as written on; Wednesday, April 22, 2009

4:49 AM | 0 comments
Boyboy, do not get too excited looking at boobies. You might be involved in an accident.(:


For the first time in my life, i failed to do accomplish something by being a role model. Well, i guess it is somehow ok. Nothing and nobody is going to be affected by this. Girlgirl and boyboy, i believe that someday, somehow, you guys will get back together and sometimes i may get disappointed by... i still believe that that day will come. Nobody elses other then boyboy and sissy should address me as sissy. No one.


Let this be the last entry before i leave SG for AUS. Mid year for the two of you is coming. Study hard and chat hard. Laughs. Supporting you guys!


J, be it yesterday, today, tomorrow or the future, I have got faith in you.
Please, do not disappoint me like what you did the last time.
I will be back for you(:
Love'ya.


Boyboy, speak up if you do have got any questions whenever i am online.
I bet you will not wish to retain for another year, am i right?
Do not keep questions unsolved. That will not help.
Take good care of yourself and be who you really are.
You will have a bright future ahead. I can see.(:
If you were to met up with problems a day, solve them step by step. No rush, no hurry. Share your problems with someone you could trust, like sissy(: Bet she is going to hammer me or hang me upside down when she sees this. Because, you matter quite alot to her.(: Many things that happens in life may have made you feel upset right? Let yourself to be in your comfort zone at all times and that shoudn't happen. National service will be knocking on your door in afew years time. By the time i come back, i will be able to see a fit boyboy who just cleared his NS journey, huh? Please, do not follow what J & I did. Control, control(:
Gill enjoys talking to you and gill will be able to see you one day.
Are you going to forget about me? No!


Sissy, as known as girlgirl(:
During the hard times in life, at first i saw you giving up on almost everything.
As your sister, i felt worried. Worried that something might happen to you one day.
Your school work have been deterioting. You know it yourself.(:
But i was glad. Very glad. After spending a day thinking and reflecting what happened, you finally picked yourself up and got up. At that point of time, i saw my true sissy's self. You may have felt left out in this family. I am sorry. I cannot do anything about it. But i am willing to lend you my ears and share some words of advice. During the hard times, it was heartaching to see that you are keeping everything to yourself and not wanting to say them out. All you do, is to cry to bed every night. Phew, now that your grades are improving and i feel so much better upon the days of me leaving is coming closer, nearer. Share your problems with boyboy(: He will definitely lend you his ears like what i did, right, boyboy? Sometimes people's words are harsh and nasty. But you have to believe in yourself. I know that you will be able to meet your goals.(: You are the best sister i have in this life! I will miss your kicks, your teases, your jokes, your laughter, your silly actions, your teddy bear who slept with me and your smiles(: Be at your best in all times!


Lastly, Gillian loves the J,R,W(: You guys must be loving me too! Gillian loves daddy, mummy, brother and each and everyone of her family members! Visit me in AUS if you have got the chance to!


You loves her(: & She loves you(:
What a silly family.
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you..
Won't you say you love each other too(:
GILLIAN NG((:

15teen
24/3/93
Being HAPPY is what i enjoy. Try to make me feel negative, it will be the end of your life.
HMPS & GWPS; Where i belonged in my primary lvl.
anglican high; Stayed for 2years, time to say goodbye.
NATIONAL JC
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SHE has super extreme mood swingswhich atually only revolves around crazyness
SHE is crushed on music and high-ness
SHE is from the North pole so please dont converse in chinese
SHE still somehow owns at directly translating chinese- wo shi tou da shi jian; i rock big time
SHE turns to her inspirations in life, her guitar/piano
& SHE's totally obsessed with bears and roses

LASTLY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY ,
HE rules everything around HER


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TAGBOARD
Get this clear.
I dont encourage myself putting up this tagboard;
I dont find a need for me to put this up, as i said, you people can see me in school/home/town, Talk to me in person/through online chats/phone, having a tagboard isnt necessary.